The Heart Knows Things The Mind Can’t See
A lot has happened in the past week. Grand memories and realizations to be exact. You know, when you’re in love, I feel as if you must be 100% pure and honest because this could be the person that you spend the rest of your life with, as scary as that sounds. It’s only because I take everything into consideration; what if we were to be together forever? I wouldn’t want to burden anyone with regrets. I see my mom and that’s how she feels, living a life of regret and thinking about what could’ve have been. She’s not truly happy. Sometimes my friends tell me to stop thinking with your heart, and think with your head. …But my heart is the truth. Sometimes I tell her, hey if someone else makes you happier, by all means go for him. It’s just sometimes I see some of her guy friends who are more successful, they would definitely show her a better life. What if she’s so blinded by her love for me right now, and what if she spends the rest of her life with me, bearing regrets? I could never live with that. It may sound far fetched but it’s the truth. To be honest, I don’t have much money, I’m not an engineer or doctor and will never be one, but I’m true to myself and I value people; their thoughts and feelings. It’s not to say that I’m not going to be successful, I have dreams, but I’m insecure. Always thinking of the what-if I’m not successful. I know she’s going to be successful for a fact, i just hope i am too. Her thoughts are so mature, and her wisdom surprises me everyday. She dwells on strong ambitions and a well nurturing family, not to mention talents in every aspect. My friends don’t know the whole me, they only see the surface, a warm hearted being. She seems to understand me so well and after I read her description of me, I was so surprised that she scathed characteristics of me that are so deep. This relationship has turned into something so powerful. We truly make eachother better. I can say without a doubt that this girl will always be a part of me.
